Worthy or Not

by - 5/14/2015 01:49:00 am


It's past 12 midnight and I'm still seating right here, typing a blogpost just because I couldn't sleep. I've my company team building trip coming up tomorrow to Janda Baik and I'm not even fully prepare yet. Talking about last minute preparation, I'm actually pretty good at it LOL.

At this quite night, it's easy to dwell yourselves in thinking mode. Few thoughts were circulating inside my head at the moment. Some of them are questions without answers. Some of them had stayed in my head long enough that I don't know who to share with. Some of them are bad enough to discourage me for doing what I love to do. I guess, there are just lots of things I tend to keep to myself.

Few days ago a friend of mine asked me where do I find the time to blog? Honestly speaking, I don't know lol! Working full-timely in the hectic city, I'm amazed myself that I could make this far: 7 years of blogging! A few of my friends had given up their blog half way. I could say I'm really proud of myself for still not letting this little passion of mine dies away easily.

This comic blog doesn't earn me any penny + opportunities, it's just a blog talking about my silly lives I've encountered. I just draw because I love drawing! I love telling silly stories via doodling, and it makes me extra happy when I got feedback from my friends that they enjoy the story! However, as time goes by, I began to feel that the time spent to create a comic post has been seemly wasting lots of my time. There were lots of times I ever wonder if the past 7 years of my hard work pour in to this blog, is worthy or not.

I admit I do admire those bloggers out there who gets lots of opportunity because of blogging. One of my friends even get to write at the local newspaper after blogging for less than a year (apparently they look up at her blog and was impressed by how well she deliver her thoughts). How cool is that right? To have your own work publicize, it's something I'm dreaming about.

But the reality is always ugly. With 7 years of blogging, I've not achieve anything significantly. Which is kinda erm... sad? If my contents were funny and interesting, I would have gain some readership years ago. People always say that the key to successful blog is to have a theme that could relate themselves. I think I've already failed in this area because I don't have any specific theme for this blog. I blog mostly about my daily life, and no one is interested about your life.

The purpose for me to write this post is to tell the world that despite not gaining any recognition and fame, I don't feel like giving up my comic blog. Perhaps I've spoken (or read) a few of comic bloggers, and knew their struggles, the determination of maintaining a comic blog grew stronger. We may need to spend lots of times in front of our PC than other type of bloggers, it's our passion that we truly enjoy. And also, comic bloggers are unique in their ways! Not many people know how to draw well.

Besides that, it's always been a dream of me since high school, that one day I able to show it to the world about my artwork. I think blog serves a perfect platform for a people like me who just like to draw. My readers may not be as big as those famous comic bloggers have, but that shouldn't be a reason why I should stop drawing, right? Right?

Drawing is a gift from God. God entrusted me with this gift must have HIS very own reason. I will treasure it, and use it to glorify HIS name. Maintaining this comic blog allows my gift to shine~ ^^

Perhaps when the time comes that I should stop doing it, and concentrate what's important in my life. But with the capability to do so for time being, I wish I can contribute my comic blog as much as I can. So when I look back, I left no regrets for being enjoying what I love to do most.


Okay enough of bla-bling. It's 1.40am now and I'll be darn if I could not wake up after 4 hours. I wouldn't want to have the whole bus waiting for me later lol! Here's yours truly signing off. ZZZ

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  1. someone advised me that besides good content, initiative to expose /publish your content/blog or exchange blog/link with blogger is important too to earn traffic. Once traffic increase,the chances to get notice will b higher.you maybe question why we need to do that..

    well,it same like we must submit resume and promote ourselves during interview. Instead ppl come to us, we need to open ourselves first :D

    Well done for these 7years! I wish I could insist something i like for such long too! Lets do it together~

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  2. @Angel, no wonder see you very diligently exchange blog/link with others. But you really did a great job there! Yep, lets gambateh together~ ^^

    @Flora, thanks! I hope I do contribute some ^^

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  3. 能堅持的人最值得欽佩!你很棒棒棒!

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